DervishSoul

“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” — Rumi

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OH MY GOD THE ARCTIC MONKEYS CONCERT IS THE SAME NIGHT AS THE ANNUAL ISBA BUILDING BRIDGES DINNER BANQUET WHAT DO I DO

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One thing led to another and I found myself at a football game vs UCLA tonight. It was so boring, oh my god. No wonder people drink so much beer here; it’s the only way to not make it suck so much.

One thing led to another and I found myself at a football game vs UCLA tonight. It was so boring, oh my god. No wonder people drink so much beer here; it’s the only way to not make it suck so much.

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After you, it has always been hard to sit and talk and laugh with new people. It just feels like there is something missing. I found that poetic and enthusiastic aspect of our relationship so endearing and wonderful. Sometimes, I run into screenshots of our conversations. It hasn’t felt the same since. Now that is not to say that I did not find open arms and warm beds a few nights. Rather, it is the fact that I could not find myself staying. I think that is a good thing. I am not looking for half-romances or shallow love. I am waiting for something that will set my heart ablaze like a forest fire. I have also become so happy and accustomed to my current flow. I have developed and changed, all for the better. I am pleasantly surprised and pleased with myself and the crusade I had to fight. I think it was shitty how it all ended, and I truly believe that there was far too much there to just let it all go to waste how it did- but if it didn’t, then I wouldn’t be where I am today. Or maybe if I could go back in time as the person I am now, instead of who I was? Not that it even matters! I guess these thoughts just came rushing back when I listened to some of Alt-J’s new songs, especially “Every Other Freckle” and “Lovely Day”. It is well that I smile and still believe in love. I’m just not looking for it.